man i've been wanting to go home. i miss home. haha. but like when i think about it, when i come home, its not really gonna be like home, cause we will have most likely been all moved out and moved into the new house. its gonna be weird. my sister has her own place now too. if you dont know, im not really a big fan of changes, and this change is just gonna be, i dont know, just different. i know what you're thinking, if i dont like changes why did i go to school in socal. LOL. well, i need to experience something new, but as far as not liking changes, it mostly refers to stuff with my family, like when we stop doing certain traditions or just do something out of the ordinary. like for example, the donidas used to get together every single sunday until my nanay moved to vallejo, so that became harder and we no longer had sunday gatherings. i missed that. and also, like one year, we had christmas in palm springs. why? i have no idea, not fun, not with fam, with family friends, but not with fam, it was just weird. yeah, so those are the kind of changes im talking about. so about this new house, im exciting to actually have a room again, and decorate it and what not, but i still dont know how i feel about making it a permanent living space. idk how homey i'd feel in it. i'd probably feel as if im a guest of my own house. weird. hahah. but yeah, you catch my drift. what makes it even weirder is that all this is happening while im here in socal, so all these changes are happening back home and i cant do anything about it cause im here. the things i miss out on when i live in socal.... ahh, well, we'll see how this new "home" will be.
So, my mom said to me, "You are T-A-N-G-A" and my brother goes what's "tan-jah" HAHAH. i go, its "tong-ah" LOL. hahaha. just in case you are wondering what tanga, means it means dumb. haha.
hahah sooo. i have been reading old xanga blogs. and i cant believe i used to write like this:
rhea here...first time signin mah xanga...wow!..haha jp...i noe i dont have a lot of htmls n stuff buh yea..still under construction....ill ask mah sis ta do it...haha...i wont be able ta sign dis very often b/c sometimes my rents wont let me go online...so yea...
rye now im at frisco...sssssooooo freaken bored...been lookin at xangas all day...lookin at the xangas made me want ta get so i did...im here b/c its mah cuzins b day party even thou it really isnt his b day...earlier mah cuzins frends supposedly pissed on the nieghbors car...they got hecka in trouble untill they sed it was juss water...the hole time dis was happenin i was like they are STUPID little boys (even thou they are onlee 1 year younger)...hahah..i played a little video games..the really old smash brothers n the really old mario party...i also played some kind of fighting game w/ mah older cuzin n i beat...i was hecka laughin...den i watch mah other older cuzins play speed chess dat was hecka fun e too...now im here typin...n dat is mah day...
MIA! this is one of the comments you left me:
hEy rHea!..LeAvin y0o pr0pZ!..haha y0r aT my h0use riGh n0w!..LoL..hAve t0o g0o..y0o en aLden aRe arguin b0ut suMthin..haha bye!
